angel winged devil

The beast inside me grows everyday

I told myself “just this once”

but

I can’t focus anymore.

I am hungry but it isn’t enough for me/This is my drug/ I am too young for this/ and the worst part is nobody has noticed/your compliments make it worse/but your ignorance makes me push/the childhood traumas I didn’t experience turned into foolish nonsense/

the beast inside me is slowly killing me/ and it makes me feel good/

you will hear me say I like the taste of water and the scraps on the side

but I dont

this drug is too much for me

but

The emptiness inside is filling enough