The funny thing about being alone is that you never really are.
I think the silence hurts louder than the noise that surrounds you
its the small things like
Passing the food down the table not realizing you didn’t even touch your plate.
Laughing so hard it covers the tears you didn’t want them to see
or being with your family having them n to understand you didn’t smile once
Nothing feels right
they don’t make you laugh anymore and you don’t go to bed because youre tired. You go to bed to get the day over with
The feeling of numbness is loud.
and the only way to drown it out is to turn the volume up
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